5/1/10

The Scale

To weigh or not to weigh, that is the question.   In this post I am talking about weighing ourselves, not our food.  Weighing ourselves can become an obsession.  If you weigh yourself more than once each day, toss the scale for a while.  Lock it up out of sight.  Give it to good will.  Release it to the universe.

I weigh myself a few times a week. I have an old fashioned dial scale.  It weighs me about the same as the one at my doctor's office.  It lets me know where I am and it keeps me grounded.  If my weight creeps up a few pounds I cut back my consumption a little.  I try not to celebrate when my weight goes down a few pounds.

After 51 years, I know that my weight will go up about 5 pounds each winter and down about 5 pounds each summer.  I'm coming to terms with the extra 5 pounds that have attached themselves to me with mid life hormonal shifts.  This is my middle aged body.  My middle is a bit softer than it once was.  The softness is good.

I weigh myself and then I let it go.  My business is what I eat and how I nourish myself.  My weight is out of my control. That 5 pound shift in winter and summer has very little to do with what I eat. The extra 5 pounds of middle age is about hormones and metabolism, not nourishment or movement.    So, I weigh myself a few times a week,  I say a prayer of thanks for my body, and move on with my day.